I miss school ,to be honestly .
I'm quite lost and know nothing anymore since i've graduated .
Graduating might seems fun and interesting if you hear but ,for those who don't know where to go after that ,like me , are lost .
Like an empty shell ?
Schools ,you get to be directed what to do ,which to do , and why you need to do .
Graduating ,means you need to fly on your own .Do everything based on yourself and no one to direct you at any

Here goes .
I am free to take whatever I want .
I have the freedom to choose the next level I want .
While some others , are being told what they should do for the next one .
But hey ,sometimes i am envious for people who are being directed totally . While ,they are envy at me who have the total freedom .
It's not as nice as you think though .
I guess every children will have a time to have a problem like this ,huh ?
I am just... not grateful .

Being cared by others ,being asked what i want ,being appreciated .
But what I do is just wasting their hopes on me .
Can't live up to their expectations ..
What is that I want exactly ?